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Charlotte Blair


At first reading, I was struck by the formal variety of Charlotte Blair's poetry. Her work ranges over a number of poetic forms, including couplets, quatrains, concrete verse, traditional single stanza lyrics, even bravely venturing into the writing of a villanelle, one of the most challenging accomplishments for any poet. Blair repeats the line "me and my sister drunk, comparing tats," at one point rhyming 'tats' with 'muskrats'. Mature of content, style, formal mastery, and with just enough storytelling these poems confirm her as being a more than worthy recipient of the Ted Plantos Award.

John B. Lee
Poet Laureate of the city of Brantford, Norfolk County and Canada Cuba Literary Alliance

Poems by Charlotte Blair

It Depends on How You Look at It

Remembering always to breathe
isn't as easy as Thich says,
decoding the shadows of madness,
your tigers that live in the corners,
that aren't visible to everyone.
You don't dare to recognize
the facts as you breathe them.
Let them wrestle your wild
bones over meat,
let those images be, like stones
sidle through your fingers,
the bitter grit of life.
These moments firefly flash, watch
when you can't wait anymore,
when you sing,
So hard to be crazy
when you sing,
when you won't wait anymore.
These moments firefly flash - watch
the sweet grit of life
sidle through your fingers.
Let those images go like stones,
meat over bones.
Let your wild wrestle
those facts as you breathe them.
You dare to recognize
they aren't visible to everyone,
those tigers that live in the corners.
Decoding the shadows of madness
is as easy as Thich says -
remembering always to breathe.

It Depends on How You Look at It first appeared in Askew's Word on the Lake Writing Contest Anthology, January, 2024

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To This Day They Won't Admit It

See, there were five of us in the back seat,
Dad's '65 Bel Air 396.
Being the smallest I was tossed in last
to filter into any space I fit.
The memory's muffled but I do recall
my left butt cheek upon one brother's lap,
my right one hovering the in-between
and words I couldn't hear said low and flat.

I know I saw a hand reach for the door,
I know I sensed another push me out,
while rolling in the ditch I felt four things -
grass, glass, our mother's laugh, my tiny shout.
My parents had one more child than they should -
the absolute ice facts of my childhood.

To This Day They Won't Admit It first appeared in the Marie W. Faust Sonnet Contest, 2023 Winners Flipbook

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From Where We Sprung

I want you to meet May, she instructs
as we pull out of the tall yellow house
- the house she'd been born in,
same house that had seen her father
explode in the back yard, raining
down on his own life.

The rental car smells like plastic and luggage and the dust
that slides in the windows, pine pollen swallows August.

I drive so she can study the forest where she grew up,
telling stories about singing, and fishing
and drowning in the lake -
how quiet it was, looking up
from the wet sand and shells.

Her coral shoes match her floral skirt
and pressed blouse,
crisp leather purse, the scarf lazing on her shoulders.
I could pay my mortgage for the price of her clothes

May waits for us at the top of a steep drive
between an old tractor and a tire bursting with dahlias.
She's tiny and huge all at once
and so damn glad to see us.
Her eyes flood and she swipes thin snot
away with the back of her hand;
invites us in to a crippled house
simple handmade furniture, curiously clean
if you don't look in the corners.

May reaches for the ambrosial pie cooling on the window sill
made for her childhood friend - her favourite -
pauses, curses, pushes the window wide open -
grabs a slingshot, a rock, tips her shoulders
outside - aims and fires at a sumptuous apple tree,
It's been so long, Lo-ee

the only sound then, the verdict
of a leaden raccoon
hitting the dirt.

From Where We Sprung first appeared in The Bannister, A Niagara Poetry Project, 2022

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How Not to Introduce Myself to His Family
You must miss your mother
she said, expectation
swinging in the air
- pike choking on the line -
so satisfied every source has the right
to be missed.

But it's complicated.
Some emotions are best lived once.
Missing her parallels
watching Old Yeller a second time.
No one needs to see
the cobby dog shot twice.

How Not to Introduce Myself to His Family first appeared in The Bannister, A Niagara Poetry Project, 2022

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Can't Buy That Harley Now

It's hard to measure foreboding in facts
yet one thing serves to cool my thirsty ghost -
me and my sister drunk, comparing tats.

I gave him several thousand in advance
thinking to take him seven days at most -
it's hard to measure foreboding in facts.

He disappeared from mutual contacts
my money gone, naught to do but toast -
me and my sister drunk, comparing tats.

If he'd been first to lie to me, perhaps
I'd understand how I'd let instinct coast -
It's hard to measure foreboding in facts.

We blunder through this world, lit acrobats
our hopes for requite compassion topmost -
My and my sister drunk, comparing tats.

Our kayaks glide beside wizened muskrats
we'll spend our afternoon wildlife engrossed -
it's hard to measure foreboding in facts.
Me and my sister drunk, comparing tats.

Can't Buy That Harley Now first appeared in Arboreal Literary Magazine, No. 1, February, 2023

It Must Have Been the Apple

The purifiers pair before they fall:
slow circles in the air before they fall.

Two perfect pearls of water on the leaves;
like mercury midair before they fall.

Dark red deer jumping guiltless in the road;
no sense the truck is there before they fall.

The river breaks its bank, pulls hard and flees;
old birch trees' wild roots tear before they fall.

The kindness in your strong hand forges hope;
wind fingers in my hair before I fall.

Nature is not cruel, only pitilessly indifferent - Richard Dawkins

It Must Have Been the Apple first appeared in Blue Unicorn, Volume XVI, Number 1, Fall 2022

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Fortuna, Non Sapientia, Vitam Regit

If we met it would be by chance
and we'd both have Hitler to thank
and the war that made our parents
cautious when they met

my dad was displaced to America
while my mother got to stay home-
there were no bombs in Canada -
had either of them been denied

entrance to Queen's university
I wouldn't write this poem
and before them our grandmothers
mine with silken cheeks

stopping stirring her savoury
chicken, got to make time
for robust dumplings to rise
her first husband dead, lucky for me

her second my grizzled grandpa
and before that Krakatoa
miles away but the news on the radio
could have slowed the rise to bed

of your amorous ancestors
changing the flow of sperm
to egg, making you
a different person

altogether, if at all
what if Darwin had never sailed
to Galapagos, would that change
the books our forebears

read by candlelight
encouraging them to raise
more, better, children, and
would it be forever

candlelight without Edison?
but of course it wouldn't
there were twenty inventors
before him, all of them

dependent on their
great-great-great grandmothers'
first kiss - how did twenty
have the same idea at the same time

where do accident and destiny meet
and if our forebears
had read different books
Darwin and Edison aside

would the draft with the swarthy
lumberjack on the tap
in the mugs between us
taste the same?

Fortuna, Non Sapienta, Vitam Regit first appeared in The Ontario Poetry Society Long Poem Contest Anthology, 2024

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You Moved a Long Way Away But it Stuck

You remember the ranch and the formidable, flowing foothills dotted by
sleepy foals dozing in the spring sunshine while their mothers
grazed nearby, that year the bull calves found that if they
dropped themselves onto their bull bums they could
slide down the long, steep bank, splashing into
the creek and that's exactly what they did
over and over, spring day after summer
day after fall day, until they'd worn
all the grass off that part
of the hill and were
surely sold for
meat.

You Moved a Long Way Away But it Stuck first appeared in Askew's Word on the Lake Writing Contest Anthology, 2025

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Alberta Straight

I was at that age, all legs and lean,
the foot pegs on my mini bike
pushing my knees up level
with my baseball breasts.

I rode for miles that day, sometimes
in the ditches with the grass and wild roses
biting my shins, sometimes on the gravel
that shot up behind me, bullets

of blossoming independence perforating
the dust of looming memories.
yet all that freedom blew away
on the wind the moment my bike died

the engine froze, the tires slowed, quiet landed.
there was nothing to be seen but fields
still too short to cut, yet across
the prairie I recognized a herd

of cattle meditating in the sun.
I pulled my tube top up, my shorts
legs down, and started down the silent road,
the closest place a dusty ranch belonging

to my brother's friend. There were two houses
on that land - one had been his grandfather's,
the other he lived in with his parents and childlike
sister - when she was old enough to vote the government

tied her tubes, taking away the one thing
she always wanted to accomplish in her life.
Sadness lay on her like paint.
She wasn't home that day, neither were the parents

just him - lithe and funny, thick-haired and muscular,
with the easy familiarity of boy-man growing
into the generations of ranching that stretched out
on either side of him - his fence against mortality.

He asked if I'd ever been inside his grandfather's
shuttered house, led me in like we were going
somewhere cozy for a chat, but it was full
of old furniture, lamps and placemats

and dust, no place to sit. Still, somehow
behind a box of doilies and a stuffed
wild boar he found a neat bed,
sheets crisp, pillows cased.

I sat on the bed as invited, later lay lamblike
in his arms as he lowered me through my trust
and onto my back, my top sliding under my breasts
my breasts under his hands

his hands under my shorts, there was no time
to consider my response, the weight
of his want flattened my fantasy, I didn't feel
cherished, or liked, even, just necessary

with so much to think about, my eyes
sought escape and settled on the glint
of the hog's glass globes, his tatty tusks
teasing me I had trusted too easily.

40 years and thousands of kilometers
later, still nothing discourages me
like the smell of warm breath,
cinnamon gum and beer.

 



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